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Make Me In A New Shape

by Young Steve

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1.
I Am The Rat 02:58
EVERY SECOND WITH YOU IS LIKE DEFUSING A BOMB I was searching for truth In your skin but I knew There was no honesty It was a fucked up dream A coping mechanism born of insecurity Something to latch onto when I was sick of scrambling This is not a cross to bear it’s just a weight on the back And it’s not poetry cause it’s dressed up in black This is not a cross to bear because I made it myself I was shaping all the wood while you were ringing the bell I put a statue up Your face in marble cut A space to idolize an idealized picture but The base was always weak One step from crumbling I’ve come to think there’s really something wrong with me This is not a cross to bear it’s just a weight on the back And it’s not poetry cause it’s dressed up in black This is not a cross to bear because I made it myself I was shaping all the wood while you were ringing the bell Move recklessly, grinding your teeth Moving from dream to dream. Bleeds to the root, call out on mute Ignore temperance and then you miss the meaning.
2.
Where there should be emotion there’s space Instead of reaction there’s just egg on your face Can’t cover up the mess you made in your bed All you’ve done is cover yourself up instead No time like the present to make up for the past Better hurry cause the moment is coming up fast Take a second break a habit and then clean up your act Cause everyone who knows has already asked What will you do When it all comes back on you? What will be said When the body runs away from the head When your time comes And the final bell has rung Will you feel dread? When the body runs away from the head Second chances are not guaranteed Satisfaction does not mean release Are you some kind of glutton for hate? Or do you know better but do it anyway? This is not a game But still you try to play I am not your friend And yet you say you won again What will you do When it all comes back on you? What will be said When the body runs away from the head When your time comes And the final bell has rung Will you feel dread? When the body runs away from the head
3.
Deer Corpse 04:17
(Stitch) Hey there, uneven puff cheeks, there’s Parents raising their kids with distortion Seeing chaos day after day, Don't get me started on living today Didn't rob a gravesite we’ve just got a lust for morbid curiosity, death, or bust Everyone I know is a ghost, but that is how I like it I want to go home, but you're a dead chicken bone (Tim) Back road hit-and-run, the rupturing of bones The sickening percussion with a carcass made of chrome Didn’t even brake, watched it shrinking in the rearview Nobody’s around but don’t think nobody hears you You feel it start to rot from your guts up to your skin Reeling from the putrid stench of the rotten wind Organs spill out as you’re crumbling apart Until there’s nothing left but your barely beating heart Deer corpse lookin’ motherfucker Lookin’ like he had a bad run in with a trucker With wide doe eyes that don’t blink when face to face With the lights above a semi-trucker’s bumper (Stitch) Twitchy eyed rib-wax rip through the cellophane Pretty and pink from a monster that’s not feeling pain Getting real sick of body parts I can’t tell the difference between brainwaves and a beating heart Spare the meat and spoil the child With squiggly waves and jiggly eyes Fish hook up my nostril to remove my stupid brain Help my body up because your body’s getting wrecked again (John) He says someone come and meet me in the motherfucking parking lot I need someone to leave me like I left that fucking deer to rot A million flies can swallow me like a tunnel eats a car A concrete tongue that’s wallowing with a carcass on the tar It’s leering down upon me I can hear it’s dying screams But I’ve got a mouth for breathing I can shout over its pleas BITCHES AIN’T SHIT AND THEY AIN’T SAYIN NOTHING A HUNDRED MOTHERFUCKERS CAN’T TELL ME N O T H I N G Deer corpse lookin’ motherfucker Lookin’ like he had a bad run in with a trucker With wide doe eyes that don’t blink when face to face With the lights above a semi-trucker’s bumper I’m like a dead animal On the inside, on the inside I’m like a dead animal On the inside, on the inside Deer corpse lookin’ motherfucker Lookin’ like he had a bad run in with a trucker With wide doe eyes that don’t blink when face to face With the lights above a semi-trucker’s bumper Deer corpse-looking motherfucker Who’s decaying quite like no other, smothered By a pillow and hit in the head but this mo-fo Don’t know the meaning of dead
4.
Hornets 03:43
Coming up out of the ground Welling and spewing with no one around Looking for a storm to flee the calm With the bleach on the line from bleed to balm The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all Like the blacks lungs whose names they call The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all Like the blacks lungs whose names they call Settled down into the self With a vice grip around it all The clock tolls and the end begins And at the cost of something else The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all Like the blacks lungs whose names they call The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all At the cost of something else Watching Hornets Watching Turn around Settled heart in a settled storm CALM DOWN The nose was swelling and coming up Turns with the bleach inside of the width of the storm Like small houses and names they call 19-10 in the padlock pocket Grip the heart tighter till the lungs fill up The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all At the cost of something else Coming up out of the ground With the bleach on the line from bleed to balm Settled down into the self With a vice grip looking for a storm to flee the calm The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all Like the blacks lungs whose names they call The lips breathe fumes that feel like them all At the cost of something else Watching Hornets Watching Dying I am the hornet on the tile No more wings to let me fly Clipped my wings Took me down Stinger lost in a stronger time I am the hornet on the tile Made my mark refuse to die
5.
The cheer captain was found dead in the cemetery You don’t like that? Cut the shit Where were you last Tuesday after school? Shootin’ the shit with the executive dean of schools I can’t stand to see the likes of you Don’t shake me with those bloody hands Put a stamp on your postcard Subtract a number from your plans I met with Harper at her house. Best friend of the deceased. She took the day off from school She had a pet dog with her “Chooky” lookin’ thing with buggy eyes There were pictures of them together on her nightstand Next to a case of pills labeled for every day of the week Her cork board was covered in pictures of pubescent fantasy objects With bouncy hair and white, white teeth We weren’t friends quite like we used to be, But I wouldn’t call it a fight Chased around into a graveyard A girl shouldn’t have to run for her life If those cold lips could talk again, If she wasn’t rotting inside… I’ve got my whole life ahead of me I don’t really want to die Room 109, a consort of boys rehearse For a concert coming up in December He worked on a shitty and pointless arrangement of “Go the Distance” With his inbred, beta male cronies He said “she is a pretty dead body. She didn’t want to take my name” Cut the shit I know what you’re up to This is not a stupid game Hell is not a place I’d want to See with my mortal eyes But there is a place for you there For taking that young girl’s life
6.
What are you doing here? Little one, you should disappear Before your head Comes away from the rest of you Flakes on beak, a bad sign Don’t you know it’s not your time? That shiver is Moving in before the storm Your face Don’t look Like you Thought it would Mirrors Don’t catch Feelings You wanted back Next to you I’m the only one Yellow wings hide in the sun Snow reveals All the blind spots to use Smaller turns hide your past If you could, would you look back? Sharp-tailed streak Go toward home again Your face Don’t look Like you Thought it would Mirrors Don’t catch Feelings You wanted back
7.
Hold it all out Worn out and dry There must be some way to run That I haven’t tried If you wanna leave it all behind Spent too long waiting for some time You tried your best, you did it all What’s left is skin on the clothesline Pinned up in the sun Take it all upfront Not stepping out to please And the only thing that’s left Is whatever’s left of me Throwing up and selling it as Something to be You can take my eyes but please leave a pocket for the keys Cause it’s been 2 years since I’ve stepped foot in the lobby. And often times I wonder if these keys go to a different body. If you wanna leave it all behind Spent too long ignoring every sign The pieces hold but don’t align Open me up, pinhead Slimy and coming through the floor Boxes of myself in the attic, But nothing to hang on the door Open my eyes to experience Nibble my flesh with a turn Outrun pain and pleasure Touch of this skin will still burn If you could, what would you design?
8.
Dropper 04:38
Hide it all away Said you wanted to play Tearing out my pages Time for making changes The birth begins today MAKE ME IN A NEW SHAPE And blossoms from the stages Shattering all the cages Balanced on a wire Take me higher and higher Melting all the casing Set my heart into racing Tensions setting fire Build it into a choir To the worn and tired lacing Started changing the facing Swore that I wasn’t just alone but I’ve been wrong many times before The heat from the burner I placed on the floor One step away from achieving more Winter came and went Had a chance to repent Fire wasn’t burning No more time out for learning To face reality Take a moment to breathe Would have sent my body turning Moving over the hurting Swore that I wasn’t just alone but I’ve been wrong many times before The heat from the burner I placed on the floor One step away from achieving more DESPERATE PILOT LIGHT FOR A STOVE THAT WON’T WORK RIGHT DESPERATE PILOT LIGHT FOR A STOVE THAT WON’T WORK RIGHT Swore that I wasn’t just alone but I’ve been wrong many times before The heat from the burner I placed on the floor One step away from achieving more

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Nestled in the plains of eastern Indiana sits the town of Greensburg, the seat of Decatur County. Travel a few miles outside of town and you'll find the Creek House; an isolated oasis, a shelter from the heat of Midwestern June and the eyes and ears of the world. It was here that Young Steve gathered for nine days in the summer of 2021 to record what would become Make Me In A New Shape. Pieced together from bone, flesh, and air, Make Me In A New Shape is the first Young Steve album written and recorded with all five members, and captures the idea that lives at the heart of all their music; the fear of and desire for change.

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released July 1, 2022

Young Steve is:
John Bukovac
Max Hanks
Brice Jackson
Tim Michel
Stitch O'Donovan

Recorded at the Creek House in June of 2021 by Wes Meadows and Ben Wolgamuth

Mixed by Alex Molini
Mastered by Joe Ippolito

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